Just stop it okay. you always look so freakin' amazing in this adorable unique way. amazing.
This is a comment that this lovely girl left me on my chictopia yesterday. And it makes me think a lot about it, really.
Maybe for all of you it's only the fact of saying "cute, lovely, I like it" when you see some of my outfits; but for me is more than this. I mean, I never wanted any kind of recognition or fame for my outfits; I know that they're not the "normal" outfits you see between fashion bloggers at all; and when some of you like the way I dress, it's really important to me.
I mean, I've always dressed as I wanted, but here in Spain and specially at Algeciras, people don't understand the way I used to do it (and so other people I know); so they used to blame me and shouted annoying things to me. Sounds stupid, sounds like if we were living in the Middle Ages, but it's true, and I'm sure that all of you have live this at least once in your life.
So I had to learned how to do my ears like if I were deaf to this kind of comments, and continue to creat my own style; wich is really hard. It's hard when your friends don't understand you (almost all of them), when your boyfriend thinks that this is just "funny" and "ridiculous"; even your family finds this as something stupid. But it isn't.
Finding your own style and the way of being comfortable with yourself is really hard. For me, it is still, because there are sometimes when I don't like what I see in the mirror. But you must do it, because it's a part of your personality, of your personal development.
It's hard to find people who understand this kind of things. But I want to say to all of you that I do. So, don't be shy, and let the fashion being more than this, fashion itsefl. It's a way of express yourself, your feelings, your mood, your ideas. It's a way of being free.
I really would love to say this things to those people who laughs at you on the street. Because for me, this kind of people are sad, boring and has nothing better to do. And it shouldn't be like that.
So, to all of you, keep on going this great as always; and to Jerseyferrari; thank you, dear!
I'll try to do my best everyday, I'll try to send this message always.